Lost in My Plastic Hog Heaven

Leaving- when home doesn’t feel home at all

     is an uncertain yet liberating decision

when decisions are made out of running out of choices.

     But where you are right now is still stranger than home.

You always feel like you don’t belong here, not at all.

Why do you keep searching for a place

     which is so imaginary, you know it is not real?

And why do you keep on holding on to that thought

     Which doesn’t give you certainty?

You see it in your dreams all the time.